As you can tell it has been a while since i last updated, im new this to this xanga craze and im jus getting familiar with it.  Im willing to update more consistently now because of the hype layout hazel made for me.  Its takes a great deal of effort to update because you want to impress your fans out there even if nothing interesting happened during your day.  Nothing really interesting happened to me today because i was at work the whole day, the disadvantage of the food industry is you cant leave if theres a rush. its common sense, even if you are at the 10th hour of your shift, you cant abandon your co-workers and to some as well as our friends. Its bad enough that i dont smoke so im not eligible to take a break. its true, majority of people who work in restaurants smoke or begin to smoke because of the stress of orders.  Thats what happened to me today, worked a long-ass shift with no break and now im glad to be home chllin' on my comp and lookin foward to a day off tomorrow.  looks like another day at the y, going to warm up for my first ball game of the season tomorrow night. 

Hey baby, yours to discover is defintely a sign.haha. im looking foward to Boston because it wont be a B-U-S-T. my Summer this far has been great and im glad to be sharing the very last weeks getting to know you, miss you. liveSTRONG!

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just so you know, i acted against my own morals on this one. britney spears?! i mean c`mon. so many other girls out there + u pick this chick (why can`t you go exotic?). white + nasty -- that`s how you like it i guess . well, i hope you like it. you`re prolly drooling all over your computer now, eh? hope you had fun at work.

talk to you later. muah.

<b>august.9.@6:46pm</b><br>i can honestly say that this has been the best summer thus far, with about a month left before school i am anticipating what is in store for me. even with all the heartache, drama, confusion, and whatever mishaps that got the best of me, im still standing tall and a better person. i learned some vaulable lessons and im thankful. the greatest things in life occur when you least expect it, spontaneous events makes life alot more interesting. just let things flow because expectations will lead to disappointment. recently ive been concentrating on one moment at a time, life is alot more relaxing when we take on life one bit at a time. dont get me wrong, im a serious goal setter but i cant jus worry and look ahead all the time. we have to capture moments once in a while. life feels pretty good at the moment aside from tuition and bills!...even with many issues including those, i was able to act upon a moment that changed my life completely. She makes me believe in the saying "everythin happens for a reason". from a last minute decison to go to jersey to a last second choice to go to a hotel party. she has helped me get away from it all and for this i fall more for her everyday. The thought of her jus simply calms me down and helps me forget about my nonsense of the past, and rebuilds my faith in relationships no matter what obstacles arise. i miss you and wishin you were here. muah

those are my ramblings and im not quite sure if it makes sense, jus speakin my mind and fillin in an entry because im being peer pressured!..j/k. i wanted to write somethin so she can have something to read from a boring day of work.haha, ... i stil think asianavenue is better!...